Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Dark wave

It hits me out of no where. All of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me.
And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless and sad and hurt.
It lasts for hours and days. It makes me question everything I claimed to know and believe. It makes me question everything I thought I wanted.
And then again, just as suddenly, I feel numb again.

Things are not pretty here, my beloveds.

2 comments:

CaLLie.ANN said...

Estelle, Darling.
What's the matttter?!?

[identity crisis - name up for vote] said...

*Blog hug*
I hope things get better soon.